This is my sacred space. This is where I will take my journey from being a survivor of abuse, twice-divorced, self-loathing woman to being a proud submissive in service to a wonderful Captain whom I love with all my heart and soul. This is the man who has awakened the real woman within me, and has given me the strength and courage to find my true self, and to honor my deepest desires. A man who loves and accepts me, despite my flaws and shortcomings. A man who encourages me to practice my faith and to be true to myself in all things. A man I can easily see spending the rest of my life with.
I have not always been a submissive person. When I was a teenager and first married, I was headstrong, willful, and would not let anyone order me around (except my superior officers, seeing as how I *was* in the military). As I have gotten older, however, I have found abundant pleasure in service. In giving my life over to someone else. Now, the man I have given myself over to wants me to lead my own life, and does not intend to dictate every aspect of it, but he appreciates the gift I am giving him.